Hi guys I know it’s been a long time since I wrote something and I apologise for that…
The past couple of months have been really hard for me .. As in my concentration is lacking and my creativity is just not here at the moment.
I have been suffering with really bad depression for the past year and recently it has got real real bad.
Due to that my motivation is not with me.
My head seems like it’s in a different place.
And I’m finding everything really hard.
I had the most invites I’ve ever had for London fashion week but I only went to a few.
Because I just couldn’t do it … I couldn’t get myself out of the house.
I can’t bare the thought of not writing to you guys and my readers.
And I am sorry that I have let you down.
I do try and keep up but sometimes it’s really hard.
Depression is something I never thought I would suffer with as I’ve always been the strong minded one … Or just a strong person shall we say.
But depression can hit us all… And it’s not just feeling sad or down… It’s worrying constantly… It’s emotionally draining and physically exhausting.
I have been trying to hard to put my career in the right path I have forgotten about my health and everyone around me.
And for that it’s got to me because I am not going down the path I want to be.
I chose to study my marketing CIM and I can’t even keep up with that at the moment because my mind is not there.
I have thought about giving up my blog completely but I am not going to do that.
I am just going to focus on getting myself better and working through it.
I will be writing soon but I just need to find my creative mind again.
And I need to find my eye for detail.
Thank you for reading